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haiz. like i said in my previous post. sure failed one. then really fail. LOL. haiz. but also like i said, i hope there is a miracle and there really is one. at least i made it for my bmgt so....ok ba. shldnt be too sad as it is already better then i hav anticipated. haiz. i don noe anymore, mayb i will closed down tis blog. but....i really can bare to see it gone. haiz....i...really....i really want to cry now... haiz. hope tat someone or even something can actually cheer me up. haiz...ok... i wll now write my result here so tat i can reflect on it.
BMGT - D
DSS - C+
LMS - B
MAEC - F
POA - F
PBA - B+

this are my grades. very bad isnt it. even if i say i studied, no one would hav believed. haiz... so wish i hav the power to turn back time. i shld hav studied like hell. haiz. even though i say i don mind repeatin MAEC, it really hurts jus to see tat i hav to repeat a module. haiz. haiz. feel like changing course. but muz tell my mum. if i tell my mum, then i confirm cannot come here anymore. i don think i will b able to open my computer other then in sch again. i really...really don noe wat to do now. haiz. 当你做出了选择，不管你再这么希望，期望， 或绝望，那做出的选择所带来的结果永远都不会改变。this is the phrase i tot of when i woke up today. there may b some errors but as long as u can understand it, i hope u don mind. kk. today is most likely my last post so hope u all don mind it longer. cause i hav decided to tell my mum once she return home and IF she is in a gd mood.kk bb...mayb forever. i really love this blog. =)